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Happy Birthday to Rachel…a day late!

You thought the Happy Birthdays and crap was all over? WRONG. 

I’m coming to get you Rachel Speelman Mature Gato Kitty Cat Twin Twinny Courtney Silly Rodgers. :P :P :P I’m super excited to give you my present!!! :D :D Haha.

Ummm….yeah…Tumblr is boring, and I really don’t like people, so the whole point of the blog was pointless. Actually, it was so I could keep in touch with Rach during Lent. But now it’s pointless.

~Courtney

You’re onto me and all over me.

Hey. So I haven’t posted in a while…

ABT was GREAT.

My Twinny’s birthday present will be GREAT.

I feel fat which is not GREAT.

That’s about it.

Is this summer different than the rest? Not so much.

Hey…I haven’t posted in a while, so this might be a little long…

Well…it’s summer of ‘09. I promised myself I would make it different this year, but it just hasn’t been different. I’ve been doing the same things that I would normally do:

• Sleep
• Eat
• Watch TV
• Read
• Repeat those a couple of times
• Swim a little
• Hang out with friends at least once
• VBS
• Summer intensive
• Vacation
• Sleep
• Eat
• Watch TV
• Read
• Repeat
• School

That makes me feel just a liiiiiiiiittle pathetic. I guess I’m overexaggerating that list, but whatever.

 What have I been doing lately? Packing for ABT-DSI ‘09. Am I excited for it? Of course! Am I nervous? Of course! Do I want to go? Yes! Then why do I feel so unprepared???? Why do I have this nagging feeling that I’m missing something?! I don’t know.

Annoyingness of the week:

A couple of friends and I were hanging out at Sonic on Morgan yesterday. One of the girls was talking about her ex, and got really depressed because he broke up with her and stuff. So, one of the other girls decided to try and distract her and said to me, “How come you never talk about your boyfriends?” But then the girl who was all depressed and stuff hadn’t heard what she had just said, and she went on a rant about her ex.

I’m glad that I never got to answer that question, because the truth is, I’ve never had one. I almost had one, but he turned out to be a complete jerk. So, now I don’t really want one. But it gets so annoying listening to people talk about how awesome their boyfriends are, and how sweet they are, and how caring they are. My friend said that I should date her cousin, but he’s a jerk to her; I told her no. But it’s so annoying when people ask me about my boyfriends and I have to answer, “I’ve never had one.” Then they walk away from like I’m a freak since I’m 14 and never have had a boyfriend. It’s really dumb if people think I’m weird for not having a boyfriend…

There IS a guy I like…but it’d never work out, since one of my friends like him, and I’ve only known him a couple of months. She’s known him her whole life. She’d be so mad at me if she knew…I think he likes me, but I’m not sure. He’s never too serious, so you can never tell when he’s flirting with you, or just messing around.

 Okay……………..so I had a class with a teacher who kicked me out of ballet because I wasn’t “commited enough.” She lied. It was because she was getting involved with other things, and had to drop one or the other. She quit teaching. But, she was really nice to me, and even gave me some corrections. So, I guess everything is okay…It was still awkward though. Incredibly awkward.

My Twinny is in New Mexico. :( So, I’m going to go text her! Peace!

~Courtney

I luuuuurve my Twin.

The past couple of days have been…rough. Why?

1. My sister graduated
2. The night before her graduation, we found out that one of her friends died in a car accident.
3. On our way home the day after graduation, we say a motorcycle/car accident at the intersection of SW 59th and Highway 152. We drove up on it before the police were even there. The girl in the car was okay-other than a bunch of deep cuts-, but the man on the motorcycle was lying on the ground, a couple of feet away from his motorcycle. He wasn’t wearing a helmet. Wasn’t moving.  The man died. His memorial is by the side of the road.
4. Performance Workshop is on Thursday, and Rachel isn’t in it!!! *insert HUGE sad face here*

In other news:

I’M MORE IMMATURE THAN SILLY! :P :P :P :P

AND:

Twinny…you’re not a gangster.

~Courtney

Love is all you need.

Dear Rachel,

Apartheid.

Short, simple, to-the-point. Life’s good, because my amazing Twinny cheers me up! :D

 Rachel, we’re totally hanging out this summer before I go back to ABT. It’s a done deal. We should go see a really lame movie! Haha. Because we’re immature. ;)

 ~Courtney

I’m copy-catting Rachel.

1. I love to read
2. Three year old boys hate me a lot.
3. I’m easily distracted. Not in an ADD type of way.
4. I love old movies
5. Four words…America’s Next Top Model
6. I’m Pro-Life
7. I can’t decide if I want to be in musical theater or on stage as a ballerina. Either way, I’m GOING to be on stage.
8. Copy-catting Rachel is fun
9. I have an invisible best friend. Her name is Courtney Courtney. I made her up when I was three or so. Her dad’s name is Bob, and he’s a janitor at a hospital.
10. I don’t have a crush on anyone. Haven’t in a long time. I honestly don’t care if I ever find that someone. It may just not be for me.
11. No, I’m not lesbian or bisexual if that’s what you’re thinking.
12. I only eat bird. Mainly because red meat bothers me sometimes.
13. I used to want to be a painter.
14. I’m TERRIBLE at painting.
15. I’m a tough person. I always have been, always will be.
16. I hit harder than anyone you’ve ever known. Just ask me one day to hit you, and you’ll know I’m right.
17. I want to live in Italy.
18. I love dogs!
19. Many things make me happy: Stormy days, the cold, dance, Loreena McKinnett, DragonForce, Epica, Nightwish, and much more
20. I hate sleep
21. Mondays are never fun
22. I hate algebra
23. I am nearsighted in both eyes
24. My dog’s name is Dudley.
25. I hate to cry. So I don’t.

Worrying makes your hair turn gray!

It’s Tuesday.

I love my twinny!

A little kid broke my finger with a pillow. A HUGE one. It weighed like three pounds!

I got new pointe shoes.

People who smoke are stupid. I don’t care what they say. It gives you lung cancer. It gives those around you lung cancer. And you’re more likely to die at an early age.

People who drink alcohol are destroying their liver. Do you even want to know how long the liver transplant list is? My friend has Cystic Fiberosis. There’s a huge chance he won’t live long enough to get the liver transplant.

It’s overcast, gray, and wet. My favorite type of day. :)

~Courtney

I’m starting to think that Rachel has abandoned me to facebook. Haha, it’s okay though.

 So I went to Anit-Tax Day Tea Party at the State Capitol building!!! It was amazing!

 And I don’t give a flip what anyone says. There were Republicans AND Democrats there. So you can freaking give that up. It’s so annoying, that the PEOPLE have spoken, but everyone else is too stupid/mean/rude/annoying to care. Our forefathers would’ve been proud that we were standing up for rights as Americans and legal citizens. We have a constitutional government. This is the definition of constitutional government for those who don’t know:

 ”A system of republican government in which the people and their representative assembly are guided by the rule of law (a constitution).”

 Have YOU read the Constitution of the United States of America? Perhaps you should look it up…

~Courtney