Is this summer different than the rest? Not so much.
Hey…I haven’t posted in a while, so this might be a little long…
Well…it’s summer of ‘09. I promised myself I would make it different this year, but it just hasn’t been different. I’ve been doing the same things that I would normally do:
- Sleep
- Eat
- Watch TV
- Read
- Repeat those a couple of times
- Swim a little
- Hang out with friends at least once
- VBS
- Summer intensive
- Vacation
- Sleep
- Eat
- Watch TV
- Read
- Repeat
- School
That makes me feel just a liiiiiiiiittle pathetic. I guess I’m overexaggerating that list, but whatever.
What have I been doing lately? Packing for ABT-DSI ‘09. Am I excited for it? Of course! Am I nervous? Of course! Do I want to go? Yes! Then why do I feel so unprepared???? Why do I have this nagging feeling that I’m missing something?! I don’t know.
Annoyingness of the week:
A couple of friends and I were hanging out at Sonic on Morgan yesterday. One of the girls was talking about her ex, and got really depressed because he broke up with her and stuff. So, one of the other girls decided to try and distract her and said to me, “How come you never talk about your boyfriends?” But then the girl who was all depressed and stuff hadn’t heard what she had just said, and she went on a rant about her ex.
I’m glad that I never got to answer that question, because the truth is, I’ve never had one. I almost had one, but he turned out to be a complete jerk. So, now I don’t really want one. But it gets so annoying listening to people talk about how awesome their boyfriends are, and how sweet they are, and how caring they are. My friend said that I should date her cousin, but he’s a jerk to her; I told her no. But it’s so annoying when people ask me about my boyfriends and I have to answer, “I’ve never had one.” Then they walk away from like I’m a freak since I’m 14 and never have had a boyfriend. It’s really dumb if people think I’m weird for not having a boyfriend…
There IS a guy I like…but it’d never work out, since one of my friends like him, and I’ve only known him a couple of months. She’s known him her whole life. She’d be so mad at me if she knew…I think he likes me, but I’m not sure. He’s never too serious, so you can never tell when he’s flirting with you, or just messing around.
Okay……………..so I had a class with a teacher who kicked me out of ballet because I wasn’t “commited enough.” She lied. It was because she was getting involved with other things, and had to drop one or the other. She quit teaching. But, she was really nice to me, and even gave me some corrections. So, I guess everything is okay…It was still awkward though. Incredibly awkward.
My Twinny is in New Mexico. :( So, I’m going to go text her! Peace!
~Courtney
